What I would do is borrow an inmate a commodity and receive one hundred percent profit. Soon I had long lines out of my doors every time it was commissary (canteen day) has nobody wanted to offend me because of my then reputation. I had boxes full of commodities and inmates who wanted something would approach me because I had more than anyone else. Two of my friends from South London came there and I gave them stuff to trade on their units. In there if you show weakness, when you had such a big reputation as I did, all the enemies I defeated would want revenge because the respect that they gave me, would seem unworthy for a 'pussy.' Even though all of the inmates I put down had insulted me firstly, and I had avenged it with wanton violence, it was the way of the environment.
One day after I had gone to the gymnasium and worked out , I was stiff from the weightlifting. Somebody who was working for me and telling inmates about the deals I was doing, was very angry when I told him he was lying and had not done what I had paid him to do. He had every right to be angry because the person I had watching him to make sure that he did it had left his post when he did has he was told to do. I cannot remember if I paid the person who watched him. Anyway when we fought I was so stiff from the weightlifting that I couldn't beat him up. Also an older boy who was annoyed at my reputation in the prison was happy when the convict was making me look like a fool. I wasn't really beaten up, but I couldn't let things remain as it was for the reasons that I had explained above, and also my street reputation in South London, with two of my friends there. Also I had a reputation has loving to fight and loving war. This was not true as I was very polite and only was violent with bullies and dangerous people who tried to take advantage of the fact that I was small.
Most of the victims of the altercations went to hospital, but they were gangsters and would start trouble. This last fight I had when I was stiff from weight lifting, was a respectful nice guy to me. He had a very bad temper though when he was crossed though, in fact being from South London himself, he had stabbed up a drug dealer for selling on his turf. Even though he was respectful to me when we fell out it was crisis in that environment because if you had risen the way that I had, to the extent that ninety percent of the prison would say hello to you has you escort someone around the prison, when you are that big, any weakness and it is hard to work out what would have happened. My friends had big reputations and would have defended me but I was a person who was braver fighting alone. My best friend and I had met in war Balham, South London, when he fought I was giving him dirty looks and tried to bully me. We then fought and when we met in the same prison cell of Feltham Young Offenders, we became best friends.
So even though it was my fault initially, the next day police came into the prison to arrest me for attempted murder. I had felt unconfident because of the situation the previous day with my tight muscles and things went too far. It still haunts me to this day what happened, but at the time the environment was such. Now, he survived and in court testified against me, which was a no no. I got a not guilty, and was spared fifteen years prison. If you have to live with people like that at a young age, you will obviously learn to express yourself in that way. Even though I was banned from that category C prison, which I still am, and was in a category B prison, the not guilty gave me the hope of leaving prison and going to the residential college where I had been writing to, with the hope of changing my life. I had been listening to BBC radio 4, and was learning about economics, politics and society, in a different way than the street way. I did not care about the victim then has I was in that type of environment.
After going to college, then transferring to another one after partying too much and messing around with women too much, I became frightened of returning to my former life. I thus studied hard and passionately. When my colleagues went home at the Easter I stayed by myself and studied, with my girlfriend visiting me sometimes. She was a model and was not good for conversation; she was good for one thing. There is a good reason why I am telling you this, I just feel that I should give you the background to the situation. I got a very high mark at college and went to university and the rest is history because you know what has become of me.
Now because I have had to live in a different type of lifestyle to other human beings for the past eleven years, I have sometimes had to use different approaches to situations. Since university I have become a law abiding citizen, who studied business law at Coventry University School of Law. I started to think in an intellectually was and adopt conservative values. I started to vote, to buy or read at university the Financial Times or the Independent, go jogging, treat my girlfriends with more respect, watch the news, budget my money, study like a crazy person and have white friends, who studied law or was very intelligent. I was treated with much respect by my teachers at university and was even taken to see the Dean. As a mature student who was 24 I was too mature for the other eighteen year old students, and would thus socialise with my teachers in their offices who were brilliant and very respect worthy. They did not treat me like an inferior but I had nostalgia for London, where my life was exciting. I thus transferred to study Web & E-Business Computing and was student president of my year.
I was told by my teachers that I was talented and should expect great things in the future. I knew I was going to have an exceptional life, of affluence, high culture and commerce, but as a student who was now as reformed as a pastor of a church, I was somewhat taken aback by the government agencies making my student life more difficult than it already was with my financial issues and only just finishing with my girlfriend, a factor that I then did not care about. At the time and for a majority of the eleven years I did not understand the motives of the politicians interference in my love life. I was obviously now a good person who went to book shops and purchased books on economic principles, I went to museums, art galleries, classical music shows, I appreciated high culture, architecture, politics, I had friends who went to Universities like The London School of Economics and I was very open minded and friendly.
Eleven years later, under the crazy circumstances I live under, I have identified a woman who seems very appropriate for what I desire in woman. Now she checks for me also. The eleven years of abuse and torture I endured was not because of who I was, as they did not know the type of person I was until I had to bring it back because of their crimes against humanity. They are obsessed with attempting to make me gay, because they feel insecure when they compare themselves against me. They therefore use brilliant technology, which as I am aware of it I let them see things as they want. That is how the brain works.
They spread propaganda breaching libel, slander and defamation laws. I have told them that I will die before being gay, yet they do not respect human rights and freedoms, and like the common sexual predators that they are, they do not understand that no means no. I have used every piece of decorum, intellectual dialogue, maturity and laws that I knew, and yet they have taken my diplomacy to mean that I was gay. As I no longer adhere to negative stereotypes they think that this makes me weak. They then torture me harder with psychotic threats throughout the night over the years of rape, blindness, death to innocent family members and disability. I have even unwarranted spent years in mental asylums for no reasons.
If the politicians were stronger, then they would not feel insecure because of me and would govern the country with a view of democracy. Now that I have identified someone I want to be with, they are making the threats even worse for the fact that I will not be gay. When I tell them I would rather be dead than gay, they think that I am just talking words. They think the woman I want too perfect, too intelligent, too virtuous, too mature and too black. The USA and most people, who I have communicated with, think as I do that she is a good match. Should the political classes ever notice a mans woman, is that important in the world dynamics which are very revolutionary and important, that I notice. To cut a long story short as I declare the laws and their hypocrisy, they attempt to rule not with intelligence but by fear. Now as Sir Isaac Newton's Third Law of Motion defines, I have to be ready for their act of terrorism because they constantly bombard me with it. They have offered me a house to be gay and live there with a man.
Even rape and psychotic evils like that. They have moulded parts of the media with it also. For a while now they have allied themselves with the evil, Bloody Hillary, who is Secretary of State. They all think that it should be natural to lay with man, but I would rather be burnt alive. When they threaten to kill members of my family, I tell them that I would drop the atomic bomb before laying with man, and they think I am just saying that and continue with the same threats. So before when I was mature and diplomatically declaring the laws, which we are equal under, they make me angry with their bad attitude. A fact that the world agrees with me of all races and demographics.
The reason for this blog is, as I will not be sexually abused by the five politicians, they have planned to have the person who I was arrested for attempted murder for. I have been for the past eighteen years a law abiding citizen. I am an upright standing member of society, who have become less so after the last eleven years, but have still been good. They want him to assault me, and plan to help him locate me for the revenge they want him to commit. I am a good person, who cannot change the past, but I educated myself so that I could live a law abiding good life and I do not think that my education I have received, warrants the obsession of the UK political classes and US Secretary of State. In this country they think more of pleasing other national politicians and not the citizens of this country. Yes I am insulting to all those concerned but for eleven years I have entered diplomacy to no avail. If they help someone to locate me to commit crimes against me, then it is partially their crimes.
Has politicians of a supposedly parliamentary democracy, they believe that crime, violence and terrorism is the answers to everything. I no longer tolerate violence and don't even watch boxing matches anymore. Because I believe I non violence it does not mean that I will live out your sexual fantasies. I will also choose my woman and not be involved in your sex trafficking cartels. They also talk of perjury I was a boy when I committed crimes, they are men and committing serious mental torture and abuse because they are not great enough to lead a country, without panicking because one man, out of fifty nine point two million, wants to control his own love life. I will not comment on the allegations of perjury, as I was found not guilty by a court of law.
You are obviously more desperate than you are obsessed, but if you get me into court for perjury, I will have all of you in the international criminal courts for the charge of genocide and crimes against humanity, so go on make my day. If you do it another way I can defend myself as there is only one other way you can legally do it. Your crimes against me are worst than all the crimes I did, but I still regret my former delinquent behaviour. The law states innocence until proven guilty and I was found innocent. I am such a nice person now, and that is what matters. I couldn't change yesterday but I changed tomorrow, by making myself a better person. You happened to be in my tomorrow and were all thinking and living in yesterday, by being jealous of a citizen you governed and creating crisis and terror and not calming or stiffening your lips. I am accepted around the world as being a noble and upright man. All of you are accepted as being smiling conceited unenlightened despots.
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