1 Corinthians 13:11- When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.
DON’T BELIEVE PSYCHO’S BULLSHIT. WHAT SHE HAS DONE, IS TAKEN A LITTLE NOTHING
OF CHILDHOOD INNOCENT MISTAKE AND MADE IT INTO DRAMA. THIS WAY SHE DOES NOT LOOK LIKE A SMALL
MINDED PATHETIC LEADER OF POLITICALY INCOMPETENCE, FOR LISTENING TO
PERVERTS. WHAT IT WAS IS I GREW UP IN A
VERY SMALL TOWN WITH VERY STRICT PARENTS.
I LIVED A VERY SHELTERED LIFE AND WAS MENTALLY MORE PRIMITIVE THAN MY
SCHOOL PEERS. I LEFT HOME AT SIXTEEN,
WITH THE MIND OF A TEN YEAR OLD, I HAD NEVER SLEPT WITH OR EVEN KISSED A GIRL,
AND BECAUSE OF MY SHELTERED UPBRINGING I WAS THE VICTIM OF TAUNTS FROM MY
FRIENDS. AS I WAS NOT USED TO
SOCIALISING WITH MY AGE GROUP AND I WAS MORE VULNERABLE THAN PEOPLE MUCH LESS
THAN MY AGE, WHEN I LEFT HOME IT WAS A VERY STRANGE EXPERIENCE. I DID NOT KNOW THAT YOU COULD JERK OFF,
BECAUSE I HAD NEVER HEARED OF THAT AND THOUGHT YOU COULD ONLY URINATE FROM
IT. WITH SUCH A PRIMITIVE MIND I MADE
SOME MISTAKES, BUT I HAVE NEVER HAD SEX, HAD FEELINGS, PERFORMED ORAL (IT SUCKS
CRAKS) OR DONE ANYTHING TO PLEASURE SOMEONE OF MY OWN SEX. THAT IS GROSS!
THE MISTAKES THAT
I DID MAKE, AT THE TIME I DID NOT KNOW THEY WERE MISTAKES BECAUSE OF MY
UNEDUCATED CHILDLIKE MIND. I STARTED TO
GROW MENTALLY AND, AS THOUGH I WAS JUST BORN, I STARTED TO CHANGE. I STARTED TO FIGHT MY FRIENDS AND THEN I MOVED
TO LONDON, WHERE I TOTALLY MATURED. I
WAS VERY IMATURE LOOKING BACK AT MY SELF NOW, BUT I WAS SUPER ADVANCED COMPARED
TO HOW I WAS IN THAT TOWN. I BOUGHT NICE
CLOTHES, HAD GIRLS, MONEY, REPUTATION AND REALLY RESPECTED AND SUPER COOL
FRIENDS.
MY REPUTATION WAS FOR BEING VERY GOOD WITH THE GIRLS. FRIENDS WANTED TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME BECAUSE THEY FELT THAT IF I PULLED, THEY WOULD PULL THEIR FRIEND. THE FACT THAT I HAVE NOT HAD A WOMAN FOR ELEVEN YEARS IS TOTALLY BECAUSE OF THE PERVERTS. THEY GET TO THE GIRL AFTER I GET THE PHONE NUMBER AND TELL THEM I AM GAY. BLACK CHICKS DON'T GO FOR THAT, AS THEY LIKE MASCULINE MEN. NOT VIOLENT BUT MALE. I WAS NOT EDUCATED AND DID NOT RESPECT EDUCATION AS I DO NOW. WHEN I DID TRY TO DO A COURSE, THEY WOULD NOT LET ME IN BECAUSE I WOULD FAIL THE ENTRENCE TESTS. THEY WERE SIMPLE ESTABLISHMENTS. IN BRIXTON AND OTHER SHORT COURSE PLACES THEY WOULD NOT LET ME IN BECAUSE OF MY UNEDUCATED SIMPLE MIND. THEY FEEL STRONG WHEN I WRITE ABOUT THESE TIMES BECAUSE THEY HAVEN'T CHANGED SINCE THEIR CHILDHOODS, AS YOU CAN SEE, AND FEEL THAT OTHER PEOPLE CAN. IN THE TOWN US KIDS WOULD GO TO THE SHOPPING CENTRE, MALL, AND WALK IN THEIR ALL DAY. IN LONDON FOR KIDS IT DOES NOT SLEEP. I FEAR NOTHING WHEN STANDING UP FOR WHAT IS RIGHT NOW.
I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT THOSE
CHILDHOOD MISTAKES BECAUSE IT WAS ACCEPTABLE FOR THE WAY MY MIND WAS AT THE
TIME. THEY TRY TO MAKE IT OUT AS THOUGH
I WAS GAY OR SOMETHING, BECAUSE THEY WANT ME TO BE GAY, AND BECAUSE THEY BREAK
SO MANY LAWS TO DO IT, THEY CAN FOOL THE STUPID PEOPLE WITH THEIR RUBISH. BECAUSE THEY GET PEOPLE ON THE TELEVISION TO
SPREAD THEIR PROPOGANDA, THE IMPRESSIONABLE PEOPLE WHO THINK THAT STARS ARE
SUPER HUMAN BELIEVE THE RUBISH. THE
INTELIGENT PEOPLE JUST ASK THEMESELVES, “IF IT WAS TRUE, WHY WOULD THEY BREAK
SO MANY LAWS? WHY WOULD THEY NOT JUST
LET IT NATURALLY HAPPEN?” THEY TRY TO
MAKE OUT THAT BECAUSE I AM EDUCATED IN SOMETHINGS AND AFRO-CARIBBEAN-BRITISH,
THEN I AM A FAGGOT.
I DO NOT CONFORM TO STEREO TYPES AND AM A LADY’S
MAN. WHEN SOMEONE SAYS THE WORD, ‘MAN,
THERE IS NOTHING I CAN SAY BECAUSE THAT IS BUT ONE WORD. IF THEY HAD SOMETHING LEGITIMATE TO SAY, THEY
WOULD NOT NEED TO USE AMBIUOUS ONE WORD TRICKERY. I DO NOT CARE ABOUT YOUR STUPID CRIMINAL GAME
WHICH I HAVE NEITHER AGREED TO PLAY, HAVE BEEN GIVEN NO RULES AND THERE ARE NO
LAWFUL INTELLIGENCE MAKING ME PLAY IT.
AS I AM NOT TERORRISTS LIKE YOU, I AM SEEN AS AN EASY TARGET. YOU CREATE PANIC AND WOE BECAUSE I WANTED TO
EARN A LIVING AND HAVE A WOMAN, LET THIS BE KNOWN. I WILL NOT LIVE OUT YOUR PSYCHOTIC SEXUAL
FANTASIES AND IT IS FOR ME TO CHOOSE MY WOMAN. BURN IN HELL TERORRIST KINKY FANATICS OF
CARNAL DOCTRINE.
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